A Story That I'm Working On Part 3

I told myself that I was leaving this man, but there was just something about him that made me stay. He didn't know that I over heard his conversation. And you know that I made sure I kept it to myself! You know them hood rats will sale you out right quick if you give them something juicy to gossip about! Dang! When you really need a friend you don't know if you can trust them. Now don't get me wrong, I've known my girls since we was in diapers, but them hoes don't know when to keep their mouths shut! I ain't calling them a hoe for no reason now. They be working every man they see that has a little bling bling. It's such a sad sight, but in the end they make sure that they got themselves covered and a roof over their heads. I mean I don't blame them for going the easy route, but jeez it wouldn't kill them to make a real living like the rest of us real people!

I happen to work at the only gas station that is within 3 miles of any major items. So since I'm the only gas station in this radius you know that I'm a target right?! All these crack heads looking for their next fix! Don't even get me started on these wanna be drug dealers! To me they just like babies still in diapers. They wanna act like they got it and they all hard, but as soon as you scare them they're sh**ing on themselves in fear and trying to run away from their problems but end up tripping on them like a baby tripping on itself when just learning to walk. Instead of using their words like the big boys they are they go around shooting people because they're throwing a fit cuz they didn't like the way some guy looked at them. PLEASE! I'mma need all of them to grow up! What bugs me the most is how they be recruiting kids that are only like eight years old. I mean who would want to ruin someone else's childhood because they was a punk and couldn't choose the higher road?! These boys need to learn to be an example for these younger children and make sure they get on the right track and stay on it. Again yall got me trailing off my story! Yall sure do know how to make me talk!

Working at the gas station had me on high alert all the time. I never knew when I was gonna get a crazy person in there. Just in the past week I was almost robbed about 3 times. The sad part is that that is on a good week! Then on top of these robberies I got people tryna steal gas cuz they're poor. But I ain't like them, I report 'um to the cops and keep on moving with my life. I think that's the reason why the put me in charge of this facility. I laugh on the inside since when I had first started working here they told me that I wasn't gonna even last a day. Funny how it's been going on three years now. Proving people wrong is one of the best accomplishments in life and I expect every last one of yall to at least prove yourself to at least one of those people who are always hating! Well one night when I was working the late shift a woman comes in with about five children and lets them start wandering around the store. Now I tried to ask this female nicely if she'd be so kind as to round her bae bae children up, but she started bumping her gums at me like she was crazy! OOOOHHHHHH it took everything in me not to jump over that counter and beat some sense into her and her bad A kids! While this was going on in my store some "customers" were at the gas pumps and filling up their cars. Well I hadn't noticed that they had like five cars out there getting filled since this nasty female was in here all up in my face while her children were tearing up my store! Well all of them ended up getting their cars filled for free that night! And that hefa didn't even buy anything! All she did was try and rip me a new one as her little terrors were going about and taking and smashing things on the floor. But you know that they made sure they got them something to drink! I am so glad that management had just finished installing video cameras because though I thought that was bad. It didn't even hit the tip of the iceberg to come... 

A Story That I'm Working On Part 2

We had been seeing one another for about two weeks now. I learned that his name is Shuran Despote, but he likes to go by Shane. A cute name for a cute man! Oh I was so in love with this man. Everything little thing he did turned me on! Just him walking through that door got me so hot that I literally had to change my underwear. But you know those older people say that when it looks to good to be true it usually is. Well, lets just say I had to learn the hard way.

One day Shane had just came home from his "work". When I mean work he doesn't really have a job. See, he's one of these cats who sales merchandise on the corners, but he ain't a drug dealer. I mean he's fine and all but not fine enough for me to be with like that! No man is worth that drama! Back to my story... He had just came home from "work" when there was a phone call and he told me he got it. Well I didn't care about that part. What I cared about was the way he was coding he messages through the phone and talking low. As you would do when something suspicious is going on you gotta get nosy. SO I decided to go to another room and pick up the phone.

"Juicy detail is what I was looking for and right now I ain't got none! What do you mean that this fool snuck out of your site and then knocked you out?!"

"Just like I said JR. Now I know that the mafia mad that I missed a target, but ain't this the first time I ever made a mistake? Remember that yall came to me and asked for this favor!"

"LOOK! I know this and I'mma preach this! We may have came to you but we ain't come to you for you to mess up on something simple. Now you need to fix this and fix it quick because if you don't... Oh if you don't I promise you my damn self that you're gonna wish you did."

"Threats huh? You think you're big boss now? Well let me tell you this... I am the best at what I do! Matter fact I'm the best through the whole state! You better make sure before you come and check me that I ain't got nothing on you that would rock your world! After all we are adults. No need to play games when this is a man eat man world. All I'm saying is watch your back and I'll finish what you asked me to do."

"NO FUNNY BUSINESS!!!!"  Click.

I'm not saying that I knew the man all the way, but this is some major HEAT. How you not gonna tell your girl that you go her life floating all up through your drama?! And to think that I found a man who was decent and true. Them old folks was right. I need to hope my tale out of this nightmare and start living single again!

You

Passage, Baggage, Looking at the night
Oh how it was breathing taking before my sight
Who said you need eyes to paint your mind?
When you have imagination that's one of a kind
All you need is the key you
Then all the rest will come through
It is a path that you can shoot straight
So do like Cupid and pretend that it's fate
There is no trick question or a catch to this case
Just take a quick journey and you'll get it with haste
No super glue to hold you strong
What you have in you has been there all along
Don't listen to these haters when you're only so real
So give em a taste of their medicine and show um how you feel
This isn't a lecture and it really ain't school
So do what you do and act like a fool

Eyes On Me

I see you standing on the side
Pretending like you're trying to hide
I see that you're looking at me
You just don't want people to see
The way that you eye me and I look at you
But really it could have been just us two
It wouldn't have been that hard
To just mark your  yard
But even now when  you have the chance
You don't take the time to enhance
Well that's ok because now I know
I will be the one conducting the show

Stuck

Sitting dazed and confused
Wondering what I should do
Looking all around but no answer is found
Play back in my mind like I can rewind
To bad for me that things like that can't be done
Wow, now I'm standing here looking all sprung
This wasn't suppose to be me
Honestly am I going crazy?
The pictures I have I really wanted to last
But like so many things it's just in the past
Think about other things you say
Well, how about I try that every single day
I guess you have me and I have you
Too bad that you won't make a move